10.14.2011

Friday Confessions

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I confess...

I'm so behind on many things and it's driving me a little batty.

I confess...

Any computer time usually only involves being able to use the mouse, I have emails to respond to (Steph - I will get back to you on the carseat!), comments, blog posts I wish I had the time to write.

I confess...

For real, am at a total low place with my "friends".  As Baby B is 24 days old today and they still haven't met her.  It saddens me the excuse of being too busy being used.  And what I thought was true friendship makes me second guess.

I confess...

We had Baby B's 3 wk check and she still isn't back up to birth weight.  It's frustrating with me breastfeeding that her older sister A could pack on the weight like no other and I can't get hers back up.  So, we are having lots of 1 on 1 time and more nursing sessions through the day.  I hope that at next weeks weight check she shows a good gain.

I confess...

Whoever said it gets easier less worrisome for parents each child must be mistaken.  I feel like I had very minimum concerns when Emma was a newborn and didn't stress/have anxiety like I do have with A & B.

I confess...

I need to figure out a better daily routine.  I guess it's a good day if we are all dressed, me showered and dressed, fed and the house cleaned up by the end of the day.

I confess...

I need to do something for my soul, it's feeling a little empty right now.  I want to hear that music speak to me, be creative, get lost in a book, do something artsy with my girls', make time for house decor projects and making gifts for our loved ones for Christmas.


*I really really feel a little better getting all of this out there! Click on the button above and check out Mamarazzi's confessions along with all of the other people confessing today.

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3 comments:

Myya said...

My 3rd did the same to me with weight gain. Around week 3 or 4 she finally started to jump on the bandwagon. I hope that B does so really soon.

Your "friends" suck! It sounds like you really could use a pick me up & then should be aware enough to see that. I hope they get it together!!!

Hang in there mama, you are doing a great job. 3 is definitely different & it will all come together for your family.

Hugs xoxoxo

Steph Hughes said...

Keep your chin up! I bet you are doing an amazing job! No worries about getting back to me on the car seat. Whenever you get a chance. Just love on those cute little girls!

Amber - Binkertation said...

::HUGS:: Kat - you have so much going on; don't beat yourself up, Mama. I hope your "friends" come around because it's really important to celebrate EVERY baby that comes along. I wish I could come see Miss B!!!

Keep doing what you're doing - I'm sure she'll be up to birth weight in no time. You are a wonderful mama.